I realized that I have a problem with my left ear hearing many years ago. At that time, I was not paying any attention, coz I have my right ear alright. But after band practice last Saturday, I realized that the right one is problematic as well, I couldn't hear things properly as if something is blocking my ear, and I got scared, so scared that I can't really think.
I wanted to go straightly to ENT specialists, but when I called the Mary Greeley Hospital, they said that I need to see my "regular doctor" first. Darn it! I want to know now! Right now! I can't think, I can't live, I'm too panic, I'm too terrified.
Too bad I couldn't get an appointment to Thielen Student Health Center today. The doctors were fully booked. I've got an appointment for tomorrow morning. I hope it's not too late.
I'm scared, I'm just scared. God help me. I'm too scared, and I've got no one to turn to.
